::::hOnestLY seriOusLy truLY mAdLY deepLY:::::

this is what i've been thinking tonight b4 going 4 sleep..i'm so happy wif my life now..with my "understandable prince charming bf" anwar omar n my "sweet matching cutie bff" dhea dilla.....even we dun have lots of money to organize lots of activities to paint our friendship, but we still keep in touch everyday..keep on sharing everything we had in this wonderful world..thx God by giving me such kind of everlasting friendship...alhamdulillah...

with anwar omar,our relationship started 7 years ago..really like a "wresting" fwen..but it's honestly seriously truly madly deeply a true friendship that we created..than with allah's willing,we become a honestly seriously truly madly deeply bf+gf+bff...we also can become enemy sumtimes,fighting bout sumthin funny..sumtimes become so childish..but we enjoy our great time n learning bout teenage life together..dun even try to take him from me cuz he's my breath..if not,i will punch u..haha!!

talking bout dhea dilla,it's quite fresh friendship between us..starting from fb,knwing her as a x-gf of my bf's bff(if only u knw what that means)..but it seems interesting to share with her cuz she's quite innocent n she likes to be sum1 who really support what i do n what i talk..she's a supporter beside me..just like a piece of christina aguilera lyrics in her song..

makes me that much stronger..makes me work a little bit harder..makes me that much wiser..so thanks to making me a fighter..made me learn a little bit faster..made my skin a little bit thicker..makes me that much smarter..so thanks to making me a fighter

we always talking bout sum1 who really mean 4 us..we also make him as our bff (even he's not so close with us) as rarely online..n there is a story behind bout this guy..=)

he is erza khairul,sum1 who already sign up to join my traveller group for 1 year..so,we r going to plan our nx destination after genting highlands last month..maybe cameron,mybe redang island..will come with a great plan later after discuss with anwar omar,dhea dilla n erza khairul soon..so excited to meet for the next plan......yeah!!

hope this kind of friendship will be everlasting..i appreciate all of u in my life..thanks God cuz give me such kind of great friends..i hope they will get everything they wish in their life.."ssungguhnya aku sayang mereka..dunia dan akhirat"..

Yuna, Mira(Tilu) , Liyana Fizi ,Najwa - Itulah Sayang ( Tribute P.Ramlee)

~mY gurl~

dl org cbuk pkai kete,i didn't think to have my own car..tp bl da kne desak bli kete by my parents,so wujudla gurl yg kcik comey 2..dl i x phm gk bl org abeskn duit beribu2 utk kete dorg..nk ltk sport rim 17'' la,nk ltk spoiler la,nk wt sticker la..mcm2..tp bl da ada gurl,i pn jd excited nk wt seme 2..tp kne slowly la..ada duit sket,bleh la wt..skunk i pn da rjin ushar2 web mudah.com 2..cuci2 mata..berangan..tp dlm byk2 i ske tgk dorg make up kete jd cmni..1 day ak nk wt jgk gurl ak jd cmni..pe pndpt korang??

::::time of life::::

after moments or a lifetime. 

It’s something unpredictable, 

but in the end is right, 

I hope you had the time of your life.

The loss of a person that 

we really love is like that of a limb. 

Time may heal the anguish of the wound, 

but the loss cannot be repaired. 

It is the end of something simple 

and the beginning of everything else. 

Don’t cry because it’s over. 

Smile because it happened. 

I’m torn between what was 

and what could be. 

Saying goodbye 

isn’t the hard part, 

it’s what we leave 

behind that’s tough. 

We only part to meet again.

Until this moment, 

I never understood how hard 

it was to lose something you never had. 

You never leave someone behind, 

you take a part of them 

with you and leave a part of yourself behind. 

True goodbyes are the ones  

never said or explained.

 

~such a relationship~

Sometimes

you have to let go of

the one you love 

to find out 

if there is really something there. 

Every goodbye 

makes the next hello closer. 

How lucky I am

to have known someone

who was so hard 

to say goodbye to. 

Why does it take a minute 

to say hello 

and forever to say goodbye? 

You know that you are in love 

when the hardest thing to do

is say good-bye!!

Where is the “good” in goodbye? 

There are no good-byes, 

where ever we are, 

you’ll always be in my heart. 

Being strong sometimes means 

being able to let go. 

Life wouldn’t be 

the same without you 

and all the memories tat u gave. 

It’s all said and done, 

it’s real, and it’s been fun. 

I can tell by your tears 

that you will remember it all.

Don’t be dismayed at good-byes. 

A farewell is necessary 

before we can meet again 

and meeting again...

jUst 10 miNutEs tO rEcaLL bOut da fUtuRe...

Salam 1 malaysia to all friends..

Tentu anda semua tertanya2 mengapa saya membawa anda semua ke ruangan inbox saya ini..Izinkan saya mengambil sedikit masa anda semua untuk membawa anda semua memikirkan sedikit mengenai perkara yang selalunye diambil mudah oleh kebanyakan orang..Adakah anda semua sedar bahawa di dalam dunia ini seorang dari 4 orang sengsara berhadapan dengan penyakit kritikal sepanjang hidup mereka?dan setujukah anda semua sekiranya saya mengatakan 75% daripada kita semua tidak mampu membayar kos rawatan di hospital sekiranya berlaku kecemasan?

Macam2 terpaksa dilakukan bagi menyelamatkan 1 nyawa termasuklah meminjam dengan ceti haram,mengeluarkan semua simpanan serta menjual tanah pusaka..Adakah kita dapat memastikan bahawa kita dapat kembalikan semula keadaan seperti sedia kala setelah kita berkorban segala-galanya?Hanya kerana 1 nyawa..1 nyawa kawan2..Bayangkan suatu hari anda terlantar sakit di atas katil dan anda memerlukan 50k dengan segera untuk menjalani pembedahan?apakah cara terbaik untuk mengatasi semua masalah tersebut?

Itu hanya sedikit fenomena yang saya kupaskan bagi membuka minda anda semua mengenai masa depan..1 lagi fenomena yang ingin saya bangkitkan, sekiranya anda peka,tahukah anda semua bahawa daripada 10 orang yang telah bersara di Malaysia,7 daripadanya tidak cukup duit untuk menampung mereka selepas mereka bersara..sekadar mengharap duit pencen,simpanan yang tidak seberapa serta pemberian anak-anak yang bukannya semua akan melakukan sedemikian..

Disini timbulnya 1 persoalan,bagaimana kita boleh merungkaikan semua masalah ini?Ada sesiapa yang ada cara?Bagaimana jika saya kata saya ada cara?Cara untuk membantu anda semua sekiranya anda berada dalam kesusahan..Sesiapa yang berminat untuk mengubah sedikit cara hidup bagi membantu mereka di dalam kesusahan,tinggalkan nama dan nombor telefon anda di inbox saya..Lebih mudah sekiranya anda berada di kawasan KL dan Selangor..Anda semua x perlu cari saya,biar saya yang mencari anda semua..Ini bukan MLM, atau apa2 sahaja yang melibatkan skim cepat kaya,tapi ini adalah pengubah hidup anda,penjamin masa depan anda..Saya telah bermula,anda bila lg?=)

suatu azam...

13 Sept 2010,0205 hour..

Mcm da ngantuk tapi tatau nape x mau tido lagi..macam rindukan someone..hehe..actually aku t’fikir macam2 skrg..rs hepi,bhgia n syukur sgt..rs mcm nk kunci jam n bgn solat subuh  pg ni..nmpk sgt da lm x solat..masya-Allah..Org ckp manusia ni sllu ingt tuhan bl da ssh je..tp ak rs ak x cm2..ak sllunye ak ingt tuhan sm ada bl tlalu hepi or tlalu sdih..mmg ngaku la yg ak ni bkn jns alim,n ada byk sgt klmhn yg msti ak pbaiki..skunk ni trsa mcm nk pkai tdg..nk ttp aurat..tanak tgl solat..ada org kta bl kte ada niat cm2,even cuma skdr niat,dat means kte da dpt hidayah..alhamdulillah sgt klu btul mcm 2..ish!!bgenang da airmata ni..

Dr kcik ak arap ak dpt kbhgiaan yg ilg dr idup ak..ak tatau cmne tp ak mmg nk sgt rs blk seme 2..now ak da phm mn bhgia yg ak cr..MUHAMAD KHAIRUL ANWAR BIN OMAR, thx a lot cuz loving me..tatau nk ungkap cmne tp ak x pnh rs rsau ngn future ak bl ak bsma dia..ak x pnh rs was2 bl nk bg komitmen ngn dia..sbb bl bsma dia,ak tau ak slmt..org yg mpu jtuhkn ego ak,mpu syg ak lbih dr seme org,mpu bimbing ak,n mlyn prangai ak yg kdg2 agk ngade2 ni..kdg ak rsau jgk,tkut ati dia akn goyah bl tgk pmpn lain yg ada klbhn yg ak xde..tp ak pcya pd tkdir..stkt ni,dia yg tbaik pnh ak jpe..ya Allah,klu dia yg tbaik utkku,Kau dktkn jodoh kami b2 dan krgkn rintangan dlm ubungan kami supaya kami dpt mbina msjid yg kau redhai..

Ak mmg da lm bniat nk brubah..sbb ak rs,ngn cr idup ak skunk,ak still x rs tenang,still celaru,still byk mslh..ak tau klu ak brubah,seme org akn syg,seme org sng ati tgk ak..tp ak tanak la tgesa2..1stly,kne slowly blja utk x pkai sexy2..smpn dlm kotak seme suar pndk,bju xde lengan,bju ketat2..skunk pn ak da ada tabiat br ; shopping bju labuh yg ttp punggung n kmeja 3 suku yg kotak2 2.. ♥

Then nk kne start blk smyg..bl x smyg,bl g umh org lm2 pn sgn..tmbh lak klu mak mentua ak 2 ajk tdo umh dia..xkn nk solat smta2 bl g umh dia je? Nmpk sgt hipokrit kn..so kne la jd kn mnde 2 kwajipan..tglkn seme yg x btul...kwn2 yg mngajak ke arah yg slh..bkwn bleh,tp klu kte sndiri tau pe yg dorg ajk 2 btul2 slh,so jgn ikut..klu dia btul syg kte n hormat pdirian kte,dia akn teme seadanya..Kdg mcm sdih bl tgk pmpn yg cun2,tp ngn slumber isap rokok,pkai bju tp x pkai bra,rmbut kaler kuning,x sgn silu bcengkerama dpn org...

So ak pndg lak pd dr ak,bl ak slumber je pkai suar pndk n mini skirt n also bju2 sexy yg xde lengan 2,mcm mn ak pk bl tgk org pkai pkai yg kterlaluan sexy,cm2 jgk la laki pk bl tgk ak pkai sexy..subhanallah!!

Kdg bl pk nk pkai tdg trus,bleh..tp ak rs mcm better ak brubah dgn mninggalkn larangan-Nya dl e.g ; x pkai sexy or ktt, tanak ngumpat,stop clubbing,jauhi hasad dgki,bsyukur ngn pe yg ada..then br la proceed ngn melakukan suruhan-Nya e.g ; solat,mngaji,ttp aurat,lakukan pkara bfaedah..

My cyg pn msti ske bl ak da brubh..tingat ms kitorg pnh clash dl,ak mcm ilang pegangan..ak rs mcm my life is nothing..rs mcm mati lg bgus..ak rs 1 khilangan yg Maha Dahsyat..seolah2 roh ak dbawa bsama n yg tggl cuma jsd yg ksg..ms 2 ak mmg x mpu nk jd kuat da spt yg sllu kwn2 anggap bhwa ak sorg yg sgt tabah..ak x mpu wt apa..lastly,ak sntuh blk tikar sejadah yg jrg ak usik..ak bc yasin..ak mngaji n wt solat hajat utk buka blk pintu ati dia..smpi bsh kain telekung ak ngan airmata..tsedu2 ak tdo pluk qur’an tiap2 mlm..mgigil2 sbb dugaan yg Allah bg x ttgung oleh bdn ak..then bl ak da mula dpt teme yg dia bkn jodoh ak,ak cuma mpu doakn dia bhgia ngn insan yg dia cinta instead of mnyimpan dendam.. ak anggap yg mgkn ni hikmah sbb ak x hrgai bl dia ada..mgkn jgk sbb dosa2 silam ak pd dia..n dgn sbb 2 jgk,ak pasrah..

Tp skunk ak yakin yg dia jodoh ak..sbb rsnye stiap kali kitorg g mn2,kwn2 n sedara msti tnye,bl nk jd ni?org kta klu 40 kali sebut,da jd doa..tp ni rs nye da bratus kali org tnye..hehe..yg plik,ak xde lak rs kalut nk kwen mcm sblm2 ni..insya-Allah klu ada,ada la 2..hmm..nk tdo da la..nk kunci jam kul 6.30am..org kta klu nk mnuju ke arah kbaikan, kne start ngn lgkh ptama..so lgkh ptama : solat subuh la..hehe.. ♥

                                                                          Salam sayang,

                                                                          Asyu Shahrul

katy perry-teenage dream

my fevret singer with my fevret song..she's damn howt!!this song make me flying in the air thinking of him..lots of luv................

Katy Perry Teenage Dream Lyrics:
You think I'm pretty
Without any makeup on
You think I'm funny
When I tell the punchline wrong
I know you get me
So I let my walls come down, down

Before you met me
I was alright but things
Were kinda heavy
You brought me to life
Now every February
you'll be my Valentine, Valentine 


Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance, until we die
You and I, will be young forever

[Chorus]
You make me feel
Like I'm livin' a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
don't ever look back,
don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
don't ever look back,
don't ever look back

We drove to Cali
And got drunk on the beach
Got a motel and
Built a fort out of sheets
I finally found you
My missing puzzle piece
I'm complete

Let's go all the way tonight
[ Find more Lyrics on http://mp3lyrics.org/GS3j ]
No regrets, just love
We can dance, until we die
You and I, will be young forever

[Chorus]
You make me feel
Like I'm livin' a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
don't ever look back,
don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
don't ever look back,
don't ever look back

I'mma get your heart racing
In my skin tights jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight

Yoooouuuu
[Chorus]
You make me feel
Like I'm livin' a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
don't ever look back,
don't ever look back
(No)

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
don't ever look back,
don't ever look back

I'mma get your heart racing
In my skin tights jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
(Tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight)

Katy Perry - Teenage Dream (Official Music Video)new song 2010 lyrics

~testing 1..2..3~

hey,it's me..asyu shahrul..creating blog long tyme ago but never though to decorate it..quite busy with my tasks..quite tiring with lots of responsibility everyday..quite lazy..(the truth)..hahaha..but talking bout blog,actually i luv those kinds of things..poems,decorating,songs,movies,sharing..it's a starting only..i dun have much ideas now..but anyone are welcome to read n comment my blog..1stly,i can start it by introducing myself..asyu shahrul..aged 21..working in hospital (no need to explain in what position) n also part timer in insurance line ( so if anybody interested to join me in investment 4 better future are most welcome)..currently stay in sunway city in pj..luv travelling,chatting,facebooking,eating,sleeping,singing,dancing..i am talkative, stubborn, simple n nice..ya..simple n nice..

what else to share huh??! my father staying in kuantan,n my mother in penang..so i'll be at one of the place during my leave..my bff, eka from kuantan n dhea dilla from kulim..weight 45kg,height 157cm or 5'2..if i share bout my family later,sum of us will ask,y my siblings are not look alike?lots of people sumtimes though that i'm a chinese,sum of them though i like a japanese girl,n there was sum patient even think that i am philiphines n maybe sabahan..but later when i share bout my siblings,just want to let u all knw dat we r all quite different..cuz my late grandfather at my mother side are siamese..my grandmother at my mother side are "mamak" or we call them hindu muslim..for my father side, his grandfather was a chinese muallaf..so there are a bit different and mixture in my family..=)

in my life,the most important thing to me is happiness..human relationship like friendship,family,love..rather than 100% bout money..for me, 

i live my life peacefully..♥ to learn from mistakes,accept my weakness n try to improve it so that i can be better in future..people make mistake right??!

talking but ♥,i strongly agreed with this quote...

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her...

so,that's a little bit bout me..let's making friends and sharing our knowledge together..or kindly add me at fb..

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